Tell me? (sad, depressing, truthful)

Tell me?Will it hurt to die?More than it hurts me to be alive?Today is just another day I dont want to tryI sit in a corner and silently weep until my tears run dryI want to give upI just want to quit...So tired of itgod it hurts me somuch more than you can possibly knowTell Me?How come? Your a sinner? Your a saint? Your my nightmareYour my dreamAnd me? Im nothing in betweenI sit back and I cryCrying much more than tearsCrying HateCrying FearsCrying my FateCrying AngstThey say im strangeAnd derangedThat I know nothing of realityThat I couldnt possibly have problems that its all just insanityTell Me?Do you notice as I rock back and forthTo and fro on the floorAll the blood that my wrists do pour